|Me - 38 weeks|
Growing a new life within me turned out to be personal business though... so my writings found their way to a good old fashioned paper journal -- one that I've dedicated to Baby Om. Big Sister has even taken to decorating the margins and adding her own loving notes for her baby brother. I'm not sure what it is exactly, but my reflections feel better suited for that journal than the blogging world.
Maybe it's because this pregnancy feels so deeply spiritual. After all, I'm right at the center of the universe creating itself -- and that is both empowering and humbling. Throughout my pregnancy I've felt more inclined to simply be present for the experience than to publicly write about it. I also think it's because we're planning a natural home-birth. While I am confident in our decision, I haven't felt like debating with the naysayers.
|Big Sister and Mama|
We wrapped up our formal academic year the first of May and are unschooling now. While we've loved incorporating Waldorf methods into our routine, we're both relieved to have finished the curriculum and feeling a new surge of expansion and creativity now that the weekly lessons are completed. I hope we'll be able to hone our unschooling skills this summer and continue with that approach in fall. Only time will tell.
Until then, I'm due May 27th. The baby is in a great position, fully engaged, and feels like he could come any minute. Pregnancy causes us to slow down and take inventory of our lives. Each breath, each drop of rain, each wildflower is an opportunity to connect more deeply. Just being present often reveals the everyday blessing that might otherwise go overlooked. This pregnancy has certainly unveiled the abundance in my life... and I am so very grateful.
I'll try to post again soon. Many blessings to all.